5th Post

Hey peeps.. Its Monday le.. Ha .. after 2 weekending days, finally school has come.. i got this very weird feeling today. like i was not at all comfortable.. dunno why =( haha. but think i will touch on Food..(^^) gals(maybe) and some ~uu liao stuffs~

k lets start off with today. Haha day seem really fine.. went to school early, did some projects, talked, attended my tutorials with Mr eddie yeo, Ms winnie lie. Haiz.. i seem kinda bored with typing today.. Maybe one of those days when u don't feel realli good huh.. My mind is a total blank now. haha.. i try to force those little things called imaginations out..

K.Here's the deal. I think this class is very very close.. Haha.. we all take one another like bros n sis le. N i believe, when 1 is down, he/she can count on the rest to help. haha.. Seeing a person smile actually makes my life more interesting. I think for this life of mine, i'll try to devote it into making more people laugh and through that, play my part in society. Since young, i have been taught to be generous. However i got a weird weak point. If i were to lend someone money, i'll most proberly remember it though i will not ask for it. However, if i buy a drink worth 2 bucks for someone, i think i will forget it almost instantly.. Thats something weird i realised..

I believe that young or old, everyone love sweetness in their lives. So i try to play that part in providing some of it. Some times late at night, where the chirpings of the birds have been replaced by the continuous chanting of the crickets, where the sun has fallen so low, all that is left in the sky are just tiny glimmer of hopes, and the occassional appearance of the moon, i will just lie in bed. and let my imaginations run wild. I will always think of how my life could be improved, and would wonder if things would have been different should i started life off differently. I mean, i tried to begin life in a new school by inducing humor and fun. It seem to work, but in actual fact, in actual reality, does it? Sometimes i wonder if all the smiles and laughter i get are fake, or people actually mean what they show.

Humans are one of the most erratic organisms in this planet called earth. With a simplest of disagreements, 10 years of friendship can be ruined in just 10 minutes of disagreement. With 1 suspicion, 10 years of marriage could end in just 10 minutes of argument. Why is it that we are being controlled by this thing called emotions so deeply? I try to read a person's mind when i look into him/her. Is what i see really what in actual fact, really is? How many of them are actually Smiling because of something worthy of smiling, and not smiling for the sake of smiling. How many of them are actually angry/sad because of something worth being angry/sad, and not for the sake of being angry/sad? guess this is what life is about huh. We close an eye, and give people the benefit of the doubt.

I believe the secret to living, is to just not be too concerned in anything. Accept things as they are. Accept People as they are. Accept behaviors as they are. its is only then when you find the true meaning of happiness.

Thinking i'll leave the food to tomorrow. Till then, i will be silently observing. Noticing changes around us. And trying to empty my mind of Worries. Leave Some. Throw Some. its a win win situation.

signing off:
glenn ong. (water bottle)