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exams are over. my torture starts now.

my dad just screamed at me. he says "you cannot keep staying in your room and play your computer".

i do not understand.. sometimes i even wonder if he knows when my birthday is, or whether how old i am this year.

i'm pissed. still looking for a caring one.

sometimes i really dislike myself too..

some people are just so unreasonable. they will never cherish the things you do. until one day, you stop.

sometimes i think. if i were to leave the world now, how many people would remember me, would my parents remember me as glenn is my son. or glenn is just another son.

would my friends remember me as glenn is a friend. or glenn is that friend.

would my relatives remember me as glenn is a relative, or glenn is just that relative.

how many people in life want recognition. we all do.

i've been living in a world of no-recognition.

i've never really know how to appreciate a compliment. For the simple reason, i was frequently deprived of it.

Sometimes, its not that i do not want to participate in other activities. i just can't. if you understand and know me. you will know i can't.

When people age, they do funny and childish stuffs. And no one has the right to stop them. cause they are the oldest. putting across the message why i dislike alot of old people. i cherish many, and dislike a reasonable amount too.

and lastly, kids. over the years, my exposure to kids and children are almost every day. i've learn to accept them. until some kiddos spoiled my impression of kids. i used to think kids are innocent and mischevious, but good natured. until some kids make me think, kids are just kids. they argue for the sake of arguing, and deny any wrong doings.

i think i need some time to sort out my thinking.

ending here:
glenn ong.

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